Can't Really Tell Me Anything Anymore...

If you thought I did not know myself back then...….damn, you were right!!! I tell you what!!! I so love and appreciate every single soul that has crossed my path. I no longer feel like the Universe is laughing at me, we laughing together!! What do I contribute to my learning besides interactions with other souls? Self interaction, self love that lead to self integration. Do not think that just because I'm on a high vibe that I never come down, that would be a bold face lie and I don't do that shit. I am part of this Universe just like you and I have my bad days.


The thing that I do different now, is not be so damn hard on myself; like...why? I do not have to keep everything so nicely tightly wrapped in a neat little package....I do not fit. Maybe other people do but what does that have to do with me? Nada. I struggled with myself even just being in a neutral in emotion; being still enough to see how energies around me really affected me. It was not about putting the blame on other people, it was to see where the real blame was to be put; honestly, it was on both. Buuuuuut, my concern is only about my blame. Again, what other people do is none of my damn business and I realized that. Once I sat with that for a while....I realized that no one can tell me shit!!!